second post! booyah!

ugh. today was so cold. i usually love the cold. no lie. but because of what happened today. ergh. i'm so cold that i'm still numb! who makes their daughter wait nearly an outside to get picked up? like wtf! like i could have understood if you'd atleast got someone to pick me up! or called and told me to wait awhile. but no. made me stand out there and just wait! 'til i nearly froze to death. urghh! hate the wind! and just 'cause you text and tell me that you're sorry and to be happy? how am i suppose to be happy! ughughugh! and just cause you buy me a frappiccino(sp?) that'll make me forgive you? okay i might be blowing all this out of proportion; but still if you had to wait outside in that coldness called the weather how would you feel? but whatever. i'll get over this.

so anyways. before that wretched incident. mondays are always blehh. but haha. i think i'm growing weirder by the day. while walking down the hallway i just pictured taeyang's face and his eyesmiles and it made me giggle. funfunfun! so much tests coming up. and projects being due. ugh. can't wait for 18 more school days; and then spring break. i have two more things to pick for registration. but i don't know what to pick. i don't wanna be overstressed by ap classes. but ap statistics and ap biology? should i? ergh. idk. school is such a bum. i wanna homeschool my kids when i grow up. but they have to be social; so can't do that. so school is gay!

watching secret life(: whoot. amy kissed ricky. so missed that scene. but ahhh. tv is like basically my life. ouu abdc! i love poreotics. they're so cool; dancing to taylor swift! but they can't surpass my awesome quest crew! <3
but yeah i really need a life. i have no life whatsoever. and i have so many insecurities, so it's hard to like hang with people without you know questioning myself. and valetine's day is over. that day is okay. wish i had a love though. but ehh, my low self esteem kills me! i need a confidence booster. lmao. and a diet. so many girls are so pretty and skinny. goodness. makes me want to shut myself in the dark forever. ahh. ahhh! lmao. i should try to be a plus size model! but you know plus size models aren't even plus size they're just plus size compared to those teeny tiny girls. lmao. they're average. so i wouldn't fit in. i would be like the plus plus plus plus size model!

&&&&ohhh. so jealous of those people who got to see drake at galleria! since that sprite commercial i saw; i love him. it's so cool. he was so uninteresting on degrassi. but i like the way he raps. HAH! i was about to put rapes. but these days i'm a good rhymer; i should start a rapping career. ohh! i should get made. that show was so interesting. it's was unreal too! but yurps. this blog was so not interesting. but now you know how i think(:

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